Dreams with Winter

Yes It’s the winter ..
The Season of Gift ..
The Gift of oneself ..
The Gift we all need ..
The Gift we all love ..

To See .. To Hear ..
To Smell .. To Breathe ..

To Feel .. To Feel the Gift ..

When you cross the street and feel that sudden Shivering and the cold air hits your body … your face …

When you go out at rains and all people hurry to hide and you enjoy every moment you spend walking with rain ..

When you spend the best moments of your life while most of people are going home away from this cold ..

When you find yourself having the most wonderful dreams in your life ..

So , Howdy Winter Again =)

No Title this time

This time I’m writing without a title, without an idea „

I wait for a one „ To come closer to me „

either to disappoint me „ or to encourage me „

but Let’s get a look for both sides „

Disappointing Stuff defines a long list of things in my life„
Family, work, Studies, Friends, General View, What’s happening around me, My thoughts, My Ideass, My Activities, even My Life itself „
People may say that I’m living a wonderful life, as I’m studying and in sametime I’m having a good Job, as I have a nice family around me, parents, brother and sister, all the big family „ as I’m having things that people don’t „

But What’s the difference If you can not enjoy all this while you have it .. It’s not a depression mood„ but It’s the Truth around me ..

What about Encoraging stuff„

It could be the same Disappointing Stuff .. Yeah .. But I love to add one thing still encourage , still push me forward .. Trusted People .. who still inspire the one .. in good or bad .. In Serious and Fun ..

But still the same question comes to my mind .. Who Cares .. Who Cares if you’re good or bad .. If you have Dissapointing or Encouraging things .. All now look for their interest ( إلا من رحم ربي ) „

It’s not the time to care .. It’s the time to run .. to catch .. to attack .. to kill everything nice  .. People now will never care of the end , The Resurrection „ The faith „

Our Days are without anytitle .. anymore ..

Where am I going

It’s a simple question, where am I going ? what am I going to do ? what’s my best choices , my best chances … It’s so simple but so hard .. 

You can’t fix a problem you made easily, You think a lot, Is it better to back, or stay like what you are now „ All your thoughts is because a simple trouble, a simple phone call you did not reply , a one you didn’t care for „

Maybe that broke a part of your honor before, but you’ve forgiven and you choosed to continue, It’s always come with a step then a step till you reach to the Glory ..

Now You’re nothing to find this dream of glory , It will never back to you „ You may still have a chance to fix it , but You can’t move .. Something stop you from doing this ..

Now..
No Honor ,
No Glory,
You reached the ZERO Limit „
You have no more options „
It’s a one-side road now „

You’re going to the deepest place you can be and you will not come back again „
Time is over to blame„ to feel sorrow, or even to cry „
There’s no where to go 

Right or Wrong .. It doesn't Matter

Many People always think you’re wrong ..
You’re not good enough to manage ..
You’re not the best one to solve an issue ..

Those People .. who just love their own life ..
and don’t care about others ..
people who always need to be right ..
in their point of view .. not your point of view ..
your opinion is like a junk mail ..
They’re the only people who can lead ..
and do what they want ..
and You have to be blind ..

For You„
It’s all about belief „ all about faith „ all about the right thing to do ..
Maybe you’re bad in some accidents „
Maybe you just act badly while you’re not ..
But you’re clear .. you don’t mean to be ..

It’s just a little mistakes „
But It can’t make you like a scrap „
You’re just a human „ You’re just a person who tries to find the right ..
And If it was wrong in their opinion ..
then It doesn’t Matter

Dream a Little Dream of Me

It’s not wrong to express feelings ..

It’s not wrong to feel love for someone ..

It’s not wrong to keep feelings all over the time ..

It’s not wrong even to Dream ..

Maybe It’s a dream that will never occur ..

But It’s the most wonderful dream .. in the whole life ..

and in return , I hope that ..

You Dream a Little Dream of Me ..

Things to Remember

Sometimes I feel memory-sick .. I remember all the good things in my life and I feel sorry for myself that It will not happen again ..

I remember my old friends in the old city „
I remember my old school , and days of high school „
I remember my first activities „ positive activities in my life „
I remember the outcome of those activities „
I remember the best moments of life I will never forget „
I remember my family and days I was younger „

In same time I find myself remembering the bad things in my life .. Steps I should never did them , Things I should never thought about , The useless time I’ve spent all those years ,

I find myself between two big blocks of stone and both are coming in the same time , the same moment , they keep coming closer and closer , in everything I’m doing in my life now „ at work, college, or home, even in streets .. All the memories come closer and closer ..

But I can’t run and stop remembering, I can’t stop thinking, It’s just around me and I can never forget ..

One Sentence {1}

It’s so nice to have you back where you belong ..

Back on Track

Yesterday I missed the only thing that could inspire me .. but today It’s back again .. It’s back on the track .. I was thinking about that all day and slept, woke up and was watching CSI Miami . Then I got it back .. My Inspirer ..

So on the occasion of back on the track, I will take those decisions and finish a long time of being stressed and depressed .. Thank you Inspirer, You made my day ..